The long weekend

I've been home for a day and then some. I already want to go back to Wooster. It's not that I dont' like it here, but I miss everyone and just my life. Not to mention that I missed Gordon the first hour that I was gone (wow I'm pathetic, and I admitted it). Though it was nice getting to see two of my very dear friends. One has this urge to kiss me but is holding back because of my boyfriend, I feel bad. I love him dearly, but I do have a boyfriend lol. I also got to see much of my extended family today at my Papa's retirement/birthday party. This is definitely a sign of my getting older. The only thing I didn't enjoy was my jerky little cousin telling me to get a nose job...thanks kid...

That leads into my next thing, my body image. I was doing very well, almost better than most teenage girls, with my body image. But lately I feel like the stress of college and the unlimited amount of soda and M&M's is getting to me. I've been breaking out a lot lately, and I feel like I'm getting flabby. I know it doesn't really look it with clothes on and such, but just in the mirror, or in the shower, it's kinda hard to put up with. I keep telling myself to go exercise, or stop eating dessert or soda. It's hard to do, and I wish I had more self-control on that level. But I just need to start working out again, then I'll be a bit happier with myself...or so I think. Though, the one thing I'm always happy with, my hair, got some good boost. I entered myself into the Best Tressed in America contest sponsored by Seventeen Magazine. We'll see how that goes. Here's my entry pic:


My smile is pretty shitty and I dont' know why....it just does that sometimes.


I went shopping today, and bought a really cute shirt. I also found some awesome posters that I would love to buy to put in my dorm, but I dont' have that kind of money. Why do posters cost so much? And Nick tripped me in the parking lot...he didn't think I'd go down, but I did. My hands were hurting for quite a while.

Well, I've got a psychology paper to do because I don't want to do it this week. I have to do that tomorrow, and go to church I guess. I just want to see Gordon. I'm pathetic, I already miss my boyfriend of nearly three weeks like crazy...I'll call it a sign. Whatever, just get me back to Wooster!