Time flies, flies eat fruit?

So, I'm leaving Wooster in 3 days. This has been the fastest school year ever, and supposedly they go even faster as you move up. I really don't want to leave. Yeah I miss my family, my cousins, my friends, my kitty....but I'm going to miss everyone here too. I'm getting really sad, especially when I see Gordon because it's going to be a long 3 months. We'll get through it. I'm starting to pack, and I've found letters that were written to me by friends, and I'm getting very nostalgic about them. I really like my room, and I really like my roommates. Of course, I'm rooming with Arielle again next year (and Katie too!), but Julia's pretty awesome. I'll miss her. And I'm definitely going to miss my RA, she's so awesome! Also, my senior friends from swing dancing. They're leaving and it probably won't be the same without them. We're going to keep carrying on traditions though, and I can't wait to be a big part of the "Let's Dance Society". I also can't wait to start dancing with BW kids again. Goodbye 2008-2009 school year. I'll miss you for sure.

I'm still not sure if I'm going to be studying abroad, but my friend gave me a good point. She said that by the time I've had another two semesters in Wooster, I'll feel comfortable enough to leave. Who knows.

I've been watching the Indians games. I really like watching them in my dorm. Katie and I also had a baseball party complete with Cracker Jacks. She's really awesome to me, and I'm going to really try to do a better job doing the same from now on.

Gordon read my last blog about marriage and death and all that stuff, and he wanted to have a deep conversation. I love having deep conversations. He said he wants to wait to get married, which works for me. Who even knows where we'll be when he/we graduate. I'm just a dreamer....daydreamer. My mom also hinted that she would be heartbroken if her grandkids lived in a different state. It made me laugh. Not the heartbroken part, just the part about her assuming-ish about me and Gordon lol.

I'm done with finals, I just have to finish this project that I have to do for Visual Text, which is designing an "I Love Lucy" resturant. It's ok I guess. I got a 74% on my Spanish final, which is pretty good for me. I'm not sure what I got on my other two, I just have to wait.

I've really felt like reading lately. I've also decided that over the summer I'm going to walk or ride my bike to the library and read a bunch of the children's books. It will help for my major (ish), and also bring back memories. I'm going to be doing a lot of reading over the summer.

Speaking of the summer, I'm going job hunting. I kind of really want to work at Chuppa's, which is like a fruit market on the end of my Papa's street. I'm applying at a lot of places. I also need 25 observation hours in a Speech-Language Hearing Clinic. I've got most of that figured out.

My DVD player was being really dumb today...I hope I don't need to buy a new one.
I also found a really cute video of a Korean toddler singing Hey Jude, it's the CUTEST THING EVER!

I can't wait to live in Babcock and set up my room. I'm going to have a shower curtain as my closet door. Whoopee! I think that's all for now...

I'm excited and sad at the same time. If I think of more, I'll write it later. And I'm gonna keep writing in this blog through the summer, then start a sophomore year one. I didn't realize I wrote so much :)

Oh! I've started writing down things that bug me about society. It's in a notebook called "Society Annoys Me". I haven't really written much in it, but it might go somewhere. Also, when I was cleaning out my stuff, I found a story that I started writing during first semester finals. I re-read it, and it was actually pretty good. I think I might expand on it eventually.

This is my favorite picture of them both.

Mirror, Mirror on the Wall

I've been really caught up in thinking about the future, so I thought I'd write it all down.

First, I've been thinking about marriage a lot. I know I shouldn't be, I'm only 18, but what girl doesn't think about it? I mean I'd like to get married young, maybe almost right out of college. I know of some people who are already engaged, mind you they're seniors, but still. I love watching shows like "Say yes to the dress" and thinking about going to Kleinfeld Bridal in New York and trying on my dream dress. And oh, looking at rings in jewelery shops just gets my imagination flowing.I don't think being in love is helping me to not think about marriage either lol. I also don't want to scare a certain someone off with my idea of marriage. It's not like I'm proposing or anything, just daydreaming. Secondly, my Dad probably wouldn't be the happiest of people if I wanted to get married right out of college. He says I should get a good job first, and not move anywhere. He wants me to stay in Ohio, which I'm not complaining about, but what if....



There's also the kids thing. I want to have 3 or 4, so I'd have to get kickin! Haha. Baby names are always fun to think about too. Jack, and Lucy, amongst others, are my favorites. This blog would freak my parents out if they saw it. Haha.

Along with marriage comes a house. I know a lot of people who have just bought their first house, and it's so exciting! I was just looking at all of the flowers outside today and was thinking "I'm going to have so many pretty flowers outside of my house". My house will be completely amazing. I think Katie wanted to live with me right out of college. I'm up for that, as long as I'm not married lol. Oh geez.




Then there's the job. I would love to be an SLP (Speech Language Pathologist) at Rainbow Babies and Children's Hospital at University Hospital. I'm going to try to make my in during the summer and so on with maybe a desk job and some clinical observations. That's my dream hospital. But who knows where I'll be living.



I think the last thing I've been thinking about is death (not like suicide). The past couple of nights it's popped into my head, and has hindered my sleeping. I mean, death is probably the thing I am most afraid of. Anytime I really start thinking about it I get knots in my stomach and I just hate it. I'm afraid of the uncertainty of where my soul will go, what the point of my life is anyway, what it will be like. I'm not afraid of it happening quickly, and when I'm young. I'm afraid of getting old (which I don't want to happen, I want to stay young forever), and knowing it's coming and not being able to do anything about it. Everyone around me crying, holding my hand. It sucks to think about it, and I hate it when it comes up in my mind.

I think my future is bright. Only money problems might hinder me, I hope not....ok, I want it to stop raining now.

Don't fall asleep in the sun...

Well, right now I'm supposed to be writing a paper about intervention for a little boy named Payton. But I dont' really feel like it, sooooo.....Blog!

It's been a little while. But I guess I'll start with the fact that I'm pretty sure everything with Katie is completely bandaged up and healed. I'm very happy, and I can't wait for next year! Oh yeah. We got into Babcock. At first we didn't cuz Sangeeta sucks and lost our applications, but we kicked and screamed and were "first on the waiting list" and got right in after room draw. Luckily there was a triple left, and we are now the proud owners :) It's gonna be amazing.

I'm really really liking my CSD classes and can't wait for next semester classes. I'm doing clinic observation hours at University Hospital this summer to get them over with, so I don't have to do them during the school year. Hopefully the lady will e-mail me back soon, otherwise I'll have to call her.

I don't want to leave Wooster. Half of it is that I don't want to pack up all my crap. The other half is that I don't want to leave all of my friends and Gordon. Yeah, some of them I'll be able to see over the summer, but ugh! I'm gonna super sad. And that leads to about 3 months away from Gordon. I've done one month, and I survived it. But I think I'm growing much fonder of him lol. Over the past four weeks, either of us has been gone for a weekend. And this weekend was the worst. I don't know why, but it feels like I haven't seen him in forever and the longing is just killing me. I can't believe myself. At least I get to see him in a few hours. I'm just hoping for the best during the summer. Skype will probably become my best friend. Oh yeah, 6 months on Tuesday <3

Arielle came home with me for Easter, it was pretty awesome :)

This weekend was beautiful. I finally got to wear my new shorts. I love showing of my long legs in my short shorts :) It was great. Arielle and I decided to nap outside on Friday and we both got sunburned. I have a nifty sunburn line on my legs because I was sleeping on my side. It's pretty funny acutally. Alyse came over for the weekend on Friday too. We watched a movie and played a game, and then she got sick (in my bed...ew) then she went home. I was kinda sad cuz I wanted her to experience college life with me. Oh well, there's always next year. A bunch of us went to the Ethnicity Fair at the Wooster Fairgrounds. It was fun, and I got a Canada temporary tattoo. I also spent $11 on fries, lemonade, and cotton candy. Awesome!

I'm so glad baseball season has started. I love the Tribe!

Oh, and AWESOME RAVE LAST NIGHT!!! I danced on a chair. It was AWESOME!

I live for hyper funness

So, last night was our ILP semi-formal. It was pretty awesome. Arielle, Katie, and I did the decoration shopping, and also the decoratING minus Katie. We built an Eiffel Tower out of aluminum foil. It was pretty amazing, not gonna lie. There was nutella, pretty good music, and lots of supa-fun. Not to mention Spiderman was climbing the Eiffel Tower lol.




Also, last week was a trip to the Bohemian with out BW friends again. Gordon was in California, so I went alone. I danced so many times. It was so great!!! And even if Gordon wasn't there, I found a 6'5 dancing partner anyway ;) Old guys danced with us, one liked the smell of my gum? And I had a really sexy blues dance to heartbreak hotel with Nick from BW. It was AWESOME.

So things between me and Katie have patched up. I'm thinking they're almost completely healed. It's great. I'm really happy, and I hope she is too. Gordon and I are just trying to hook up Katie and Ben though....lol we'll see how that goes ;)

Um, Oh! I'm now officially a Communication Sciences and Disorders major! Aka CSD. I also love Wugs! They're a part of a test to see the grammatic production of children, or something like that lol. But they're so cute! I'm gonna get a Wug shirt!




I ordered a pair of cat eye sunglasses, like the stars in the 50's wore. I'm so excited.

I had to paint a superhero for Visual Text, her name is Lucille Viven and she's a super swinger.

Flowerama called me yesterday to try to get an interview in. I told them I won't be home till May. They said they'd call me back. I don't think I'm going to get a call.

I'm going to the Indian's Home Opener this Friday. I'm super excited!

So at Breakfast the other day, I was talking about something CSD, and how babies have sucking pads and their tonguse are forward for optimal feeding. And then I explained how the sucking pads eventually go away, and the tongue moves back so they can start talking. Later I must have said something rude to Joe or something, because he comes back with "I hope your children's tongues never move back". Hahaha

There's probably more, but per usual, I can't remember. Arielle is pretty hyper. We made her get coffee. Not the smartest move, but it's funny :)


Trayless weekend in the cafeteria! It's not too bad.

I'm out girl scout!

My Boyfriend was Snogged!

I'm in the middle of trying to finish a "Hard" sudoku, and I decided I'd take a break to blog.

Today is I.S. Monday. The day when all of the Senior's Independent Study papers have to be in. It's a day full of drinking from 8 am, and partying all day, along with a parade through Kauke Arch. It really was quite eventful, and it was a beautiful day for it as well.


Speaking of drunks...I was at the parade with Katie, Arielle, Joe, and Gordon amongst others, when our friend Meredith marches past. She's drunk off of her ass, and Gordon reaches out to hug her. She say's "I'm sooooo drunk", and proceeds to kiss him on the cheek. I'm like "whatever"....and then again "I'm sooo drunk". This time, full on the lips...I was like "oooookay then..." My jealousy has come back, not that I was jealous, because she was drunk, I saw it coming. I'm just miffed, that's all. Gosh!

But anyway, I'm completely all cuddly lately and I don't know why. I like it, don't get me wrong, but it makes me miss him more when he's not here. He's going home this weekend anyway. I better prepare...lol

Spring Break was awesome. We hung, watched movies, shopped, visited people. It was nice.

We have to fill out housing forms and such for next year. I'm getting pretty darn excited. The only thing is, Katie has been snappy with me a whole lot lately. It makes me really sad, and I think it makes Arielle uncomfortable. I just want us to be happy, and I kind of understand why she's snappy, but I just wish it would all go away.

Only 6 more weeks left of school :( I'm super sad.

I like lists....like, I really do

So, tomorrow is the end of Week One of Spring Break '09. So far, I have not been half as bored as Christmas break. I've done some syntax quizzes for my language development class, and I've caught up on this season of "The Secret Life of the American Teenager". Now all that's left are two more syntax quizzes, and a set design for "Antigone's Red", which I'm not completely looking forward to.

Well, on the downer side, my best friend and boyfriend are in Florida. Not only did they go to Floriday, they went to my favorite state (South Carolina), and I'm kinda jealous. They get beautiful weather and sun. I get rain, cold and today it snowed (but it didn't stick, thank God). But they're coming back on Sunday. I'm very excited :) Maybe I'll throw a party...yeah right. I'm pretty sure I'm only gonna be really watching movies with Katie and Gordon lol. Gordon and I are having a date day, probably Monday or Tuesday, and then we're GOING SHOPPING! Yay!

On the up side, I went by Stage Crew on Wednesday to say hi. It was nice. Everyone missed me, and I got to feel all special. Alex Mamone was also there which was pretty cool. Also, I'm hanging out with Ryan and Nick, my two favorite Parma boys tomorrow. It shall be awesome. My sister, Kelley, and Carrie went to the Plain White T's concert tonight. I didn't really feel like going, so I ate dinner and hung with my mom and Aunt Chris. It was cool I guess, but whatever. Apparently, according to Little Randy, they don't have tornado drills in preschool, and for "fire drills" you go into the girls bathroom, and for "fire alarms" you go outside. His mind just amazes me.




I've realized I'm kind of jealous of the "Zeuli eyes" trait that I sadly did not pick up. They're usually green-ish with great eye-lashes. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad my eyes are blue, but it would be nice to have my family reminisce over my traits as well. I just don't fit in, but whatever. I'm blonde, blue-eyed, and pale. I'm the epitome of gorgeous in the 19th century lol.

We The Kings is coming back to town in late April. I'm still deciding if I want to go because they're going to have Nevershoutnever! with them. I really like him. Oh well.

Indians Home Opener soon!!!!!! And my hyacinth is blooming! Yay!!!


So, I like making lists, and someone I know from school made one about Wooster and why she does and doesn't want to go back, I'd make one, but I could only really think of reasons why I DO want to go back.


I missed Bones tonight :(

I feel like belting (singing that is)

It's been quite a while since I've blogged, and Katie complained so here's to you!

This weekend was Wooster's "Gala" which is a semi-formal dance, if you didn't know. We all dressed up and we looked really good. The live band was a swing band! So that just made it awesome. There was a chocolate fountain and they had pound cake to go with it. Let's just say I probably packed on the pounds there. I wore my three inch heels, which killed my feet, I could barely walk on the way home. I must say Gala was one of the most fun things I've gone to at Wooster. I swing danced with some of my closest friends, and I just absolutely loved it.



I've been having an overload on coffee and muffins. I haven't been equalizing it with working out, sooooooo...I need to stop. I'm limiting myself to two coffee's a week, and maybe two muffins. Plus, I need to work out more. Possibly every Tuesday and Thursday when I'm watching The Price is Right. I'm definitely working out like every day over spring break. Haha.

Speaking of spring break, Katie and Gordon are going on a fun little trip to Florida with the band. JEALOUS! But they're mouths are going to hurt from playing all the time, so ha! But the second week, they're coming home. So we're gonna watch movies galore and go shopping! I'm pretty excited :)

I have to have 25 shop hours for visual text. This is going to be pretty difficult. I never really have that much free time. Well, I kind of do, but it's hard to put it around crew hours. I really need to start going though. Oh crap, I have research to do for that class, I better get on that. I also have a test in Language Disorders in children. Hopefully I do well. I did well on the Language Deveolpment one, so I should be fine. I had to transcribe a little girl for language development, she was totally cute. I'm pretty much done with HUGE projects for right now (Yay!).

So the Beta's are a bunch of douchebags minus two. They "like HAVE to sit at this one table in the cafeteria" or they cry about it. They call us retarded and dumb for not realizing that it's THEIR table. All I can do is laugh and sit there for much longer than I really need to, because last time I checked, I wasn't in high school anymore. I'm going to kick their faces in :) I drew a picture of Me, Katie, and Arielle beating them up. It's pretty hilarious.

I can't really think of much else to write. Katie got her hair cut! It's all short like.

I want it to be warm already! I'm sick of 12 degree weather.

I really feel like reading.

I need to figure out what to bring home with me!

Time to work out now, Price is right is on!